Gelibeans

Again Again Again

gelibeans — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 12:23:55 +0000

Lilipat ako ulit…Here’s the link of my new home (again)

http://gelicious.evil-concepts.net

Mwah!

Bakit nga ba?

gelibeans — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 12:29:18 +0000

Bakit…

minsan…ang akala mong tapos na eh hindi pa pala?

pag sobrang inis ka sa isang tao…eh sya rin ang solusyon para mawala inis mo?

minsan hindi mo pa rin maiwasan ang “panghihinayang”?

may mga taong walang pakiramdam?!

may mga taong sinungaling?

may mga tanga?

ang ibang tao na akala mong tutulong sayo eh yun pa ang hihila sa sayo paibaba?

kahit inaantok ka minsan hindi ka makatulog?

yung ibang kapos palad…nakukuha pang pumunta sa wowowee o di kaya eat bulaga imbes na ipakain na lang nila sa mga mahal nila sa buhay ang pinamasahe nila papunta don?

may mga taong pasaway?

may mga praning?

may taong may TOPAK!!!!! [ehem]

baket? BAKET? baaaaaaaakkkketttttt??????????

[888]

gelibeans — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 16:00:30 +0000

Gift ng Baby ko

Before I don’t believe in this saying “Jokes are half meant”, until you proved it right. That moment when you said ” eh pano kung mahal kita, maniniwala ka? ” . Then I paused for silence cuz I dont know what to react and the funny thing was you thought we’re not on the same page . That day was the happiest day oh no!!! not that day…The day that I’ve known you Thank you. And thanks to those people who became an instument for us to be together (I wont name names…it’s better left unsaid).

People may try to break our bond, or may disagree in what we have now. People may find it funny or even object. They may laugh at us or say something bad about us. They may insult you or me in their own “illiterate way”. There’s only one answer to that. I DON’T CARE. I love you and that’s what I’m certain of. Remember? It’s only YOU and I, there’s no her or him nor them or they.

Bottom line of this is….

I want to greet you a happy first month

our journey’s only just begun…and I know it will go on…and on and on and on………

i love you baby xoxo

First day

gelibeans — Mon, 01 Sep 2008 15:21:37 +0000

and it seems like I’ve never been gone for so long. It’s like I’ve just had my one month vacation. My day I mean afternoon went fine,, I went to my titas and titos early this evening to give my cousins some oleyts and to show them I missed them It’s nice to talk to them again. And then at one point of the conversation was my childhood. They reminisce how pain in the ass I was. And I can feel the love and the happiness while they’re trying to humiliate me with my stubbornness back then

And then…the most intriguing part of the bonding was my “love life” My titas are asking me if I left someone back in U.K and I plainly said none. And Mama, with the smile on her face said…”no, he is in Dubai and so was my father” I was so shocked that it came to my fathers mouth probably hes happy to know that I’m with somebody. Then Mico suddenly called me I didn’t answer because they might tease me big time. Sorry baby

Then we call it a night because its getting late and the weather is not good. I’m so happy that they didn’t disagree and it went well.

My day ended with a smile and my hope went up because of their blessing.

Kaya baby ipon ka na ng lakas ha at ihanda mo na ang sarili mo sa pag uwi mo, dahil aantay ka na nila..ay namin pala

i love you

Last glance.

gelibeans — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:56:06 +0000

In a few hours from now, my time here in U.K will come to an end. I’m feeling the same feeling when left home. Sad, excited and tensed. I haven’t even finished packing my things cuz I don’t know which one to go first Oh dear!! I hate this feeling . It’s like having a deadline that I don’t have a clue what it is! It’s stressful really

I hate farewells. I hate the feeling. I hate it! I really do

3 things that’s keeping my eagerness to go home are my family, friends and the thought of waiting for someone to go home too

Tomorrow is my last glance of England. I may come back or I may not, but I would not forget this land. So much memories has given me for a short period of time.

I’m coming home Philippines

Insecurities

gelibeans — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 13:06:42 +0000

Source: http://www.coping.org/growth/security.htm

Thanks to: Kalbo

Feeling of not being “good enough” to meet the challenge of a situation you face in life.

Sense of helplessness in the face of problems, conflict, or concerns.

Belief that one is inadequate or incompetent to handle life’s challenges.

Fear of being discovered as inadequate, ill fitted, or unsuited to meet responsibilities at home, school, or on the job.

Sense of not fitting in, being “out of sync” with those in your peer group.

Perception that life is unpredictable with most of the expectations you have to meet not clearly understood.

Sense of always climbing up a mountain, never being able to reach the top.

Sense of lacking support or reinforcement where you live, work, or play.

Results from a sense of being unaccepted, disapproved, or rejected.

Inner turmoil coming from a lack of direction or bewilderment as to where you are going, what your goals are, and what responses are appropriate for events in life.

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If the said info’s are quite relevant with what you’re feeling right now. Oh my! better freshen up…

cuz it may lead to “insanity”

Such a shame innit?

Refresh..

gelibeans — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 00:49:54 +0000

For some reason, my previous blog [gelibins] has been deleted. Haven’t got a clue who did it or why it has been deleted. I don’t care. End of discussion.

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